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I didn t know it at the time and lost the baby due to the trauma. When Jason s parents found out
I d been drugged up because of the pain and let it slip they blamed me for that death as well. I
lost my baby and Jason all in one day and yet they compounded the whole situation.
I m so, so sorry, Sierra. There are no words, and yet all I want to do is hold you and try to make
it better.
I know. And the fact that you re here holding me makes it better in some ways. I ve never told
anyone about this, not the girls at work, not even Hailey, though she knows some of it. She met his
gaze, her shoulders squaring. I don t know if I ll be able to get pregnant again, Austin. I don t know
if babies are in my future.
He let out a shaky breath. Yeah, he wanted kids, and the more time he spent with Sierra made him
think that she was the one for him, but there were other ways.
When, and if, we come to that, we will deal with it, he said softly. There are other methods of
having children, and I m not going to leave you because of something that might not happen. You get
me?
I get you, she whispered.
Good. Now tell me how this connects with how I found you at work today.
She sighed then told him about the phone call and what her lawyer had said. Each new piece of
information set Austin s teeth on edge. It took all in his power not to clench his fists and end up
bruising Sierra in some way because he couldn t control himself.
You ve got to be fucking kidding me.
No. It s not over, and that pisses me off.
Good, an angry Sierra is better than the one who thinks she can t do anything. I like it when
you re all icy and have your chin up. You can take on the world then.
Her eyes filled with tears, and he wished he could take those words back. Maybe he d been too
honest.
That s one of the nicest things you ve said to me. She snorted. I know that sounds crazy, but
the fact that you believe in me means so much.
He kissed her softly then pulled back so they were eye to eye. Of course I believe in you.
You ve been through so much, and you ve never given up. And one thing, you re not alone. You get
that? You ve got me and the Montgomerys on your side. We re not letting these bastards hurt you.
You re mine, Sierra Elder, and I m not letting go.
He d never said those words to another person before, and he knew one day soon he d also tell
her the other three words he d never uttered to someone who wasn t his family.
I& thank you, she whispered.
Anything, Sierra. Know that. I ll do anything you need me to do. Including kill those bastards
who thought they could hurt her.
She looked him straight in the eye, her chin rising. Make me yours in truth, Austin.
He froze. What?
You ve done so much for me, but I ve never done anything for you.
Sierra, just you being you does it for me.
She shook her head. No, I mean I ve never served you. I want to take our relationship to the next
level. I want to care for you the way we both need. I want you to do what you need as well. I want to
find that trust and work toward something more.
No sweeter words had ever reached his ears.
There was only one thing to say.
Kneel.
Chapter Fourteen
Sierra startled for only a moment the fact she hadn t done this is in so long was almost jarring
before sliding off Austin s lap to the floor. He d ordered her to kneel, and just that one word sent
shivers down her spine.
She d opened up to him in a way she d never opened up to anyone, and now she wanted more.
From the look in Austin s eyes, he wanted the same.
It should have been fear or anxiety running through her veins at the thought of giving herself body
and soul to another man, but it wasn t. Instead, the need and desire burning through her body ignited a
torch she prayed would never be extinguished.
Still clothed, she sank to her knees on the floor, her legs spread and her hands palms up on her
thighs. She kept her chin raised and her gaze downward. Normally, she would do this nude, but as this
was starting something new for the both of them, they d take it one step at a time.
Her breasts ached for his touch, her pussy wet and ready with just that one word from him. She
would have thought that after everything she d just told him she wouldn t be ready for him so quickly,
but she couldn t help herself.
She wanted Austin Montgomery.
Now.
Austin stood up so he was in front of her. He cupped her cheek, bringing her gaze to his. You
look beautiful, Sierra. This gift you ve given me& I m going to take care of you. Do you understand
me?
She nodded.
You understand?
Yes, Austin. I do.
Good. Now you say you want to serve me? Tell me exactly what you mean. This first time,
while we re still understanding each other, we ll talk about each thing before we do it. We will
eventually get to know each other well enough that words won t be necessary, but for now, I need you
to tell me what you want.
Yes, Austin. She licked her lips. I want to suck your cock and serve you.
He didn t smile, but his eyes danced. Good. I want your mouth on my dick. What else do you
want? What do you want me to do with your body?
Everything? No, she couldn t say that. She needed to be specific.
I want you to play with my nipples.
His hand went to her breast, cupping her softy even as his gaze remained on her. I can do that.
You want to go harder? She nodded. Good. I m going to put you in nipple clamps. I want to see
those reddened nipples. I want to see your eyes widen as I take them off and have to suck on them to
help with the sting.
Dear Lord, this man was good at dirty talk.
What else, Sierra?
I& I want you to flog me.
There. She said it. After all they had talked about, she needed the feel of leather on her skin.
Austin had told her he was a master with the flogger, but they d never played that way. Oh how she
wanted his attention solely on her as he delivered those sweet lashes.
He growled slightly, and she grew wetter.
I want to see my mark on your body. Her eyes widened and he narrowed his. My mark isn t
the same as your scars, Sierra. My mark will be something for the both of us, something to desire, to
feel. She let out a breath and he nodded. I ll flog your back, your sides, your ass. I want to see how
red you get before I soothe your aches and fuck you hard. Tonight we ll do both of those things after
you suck my dick and swallow my come. He pulled his hand back from her cheek, and she felt the
loss.
Undo my pants and take my cock out. Hold it in your hand but don t let your lips touch it.
Nervous, she looked past him at the open windows that covered the wall floor to ceiling.
Austin s hand went to her hair, wrapping it around his fist. He pulled. Hard. Don t look at the
windows. I didn t tell you to do that. I told you to get my cock out. No one can see inside here even
when it s dark and I have the lights on. The windows are specially tinted so we can see outside, but
they can t see in. If you think I d let anyone else see you on your knees in front of me, you re
disrespecting me.
Tears shimmered in her eyes at the thought that she d already messed up. She was out of practice,
and Austin was so different than Jason.
Damn it.
Jason wasn t allowed in her mind anymore. He was gone, and she wanted to serve Austin. She
quickly undid the button on his jeans then slowly slid the zipper down. He was wearing boxer briefs,
and because he already had an erection, she didn t want to hurt him.
Her hands went to the waist of his jeans and slid them down over his ass so she could get a better
angle. Then she took his boxer briefs and did the same. His cock sprang out, almost hitting her in the
face.
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